Bellevue Square by Michael Redhill

When I was in Toronto, I met up with a listener to Tea or Books? – Debra – and, after a lovely dinner, we went book shopping. I told her I was on the lookout for Canadian authors writing about present-day Canada, and she had lots of great recommendations. Indeed, if I hadn’t already bought a lot of books in Vancouver, I’d probably have come home with a great deal more. One I couldn’t resist was Bellevue Square (2017) by Michael Redhill. (Sidenote: wouldn’t the cover be amazing if they hadn’t PRINTED on that sticker?) I now follow the cover designer, Jennifer Griffiths, on Instagram and really love her work.

The premise of Bellevue Square really appealed to me: Jean Mason discovers she has a doppelganger. She lives an ordinary life, working in a bookstore, husband and two sons, when regular visitors to the bookstore start to ask about the woman who looks exactly like her that they’ve seen in the neighbourhood. Indeed, they thought she was Jean.

Jean doesn’t see the woman herself, but becomes obsessed with discovering her. She even pays someone living in Bellevue Square Park to take photographs when they see this other woman, so she can keep track of her movements. (I believe Bellevue Square Park had an encampment of unhoused people in tents at the time of writing the novel.) She meets other people who know both women, such as someone in the food market selling pupusa. But then the people who know them both start dying.

If this sounds like I’ve given a lot away than, hoo boy, you’re in for a wild ride. I’m not going to say too much about the plot of Bellevue Square – but it’s certainly not the novel it seems going in. Indeed, it reinvents itself constantly. And the bit about people dying is revealed in a brilliant sentence on p.8:

I put the phone away and at that exact moment a woman I would later be accused of murdering walked into my shop. She wore a green dress embroidered with tiny mirrors and had warm, buttery skin.

Reading Bellevue Square felt a bit like watching the brilliant film The Father, which disorients the viewer over and over and over, giving a sense of what it is like to have dementia. Jean doesn’t have dementia, but the novel never leaves us on steady ground. Everything we think we know is repeatedly undermined, and even when you think the new piece of information has put you on more solid ground, the rug gets pulled from under you again.

What makes Redhill’s novel so masterful is that Bellevue Square feels so compelling and readable, even when you don’t have a clue what to believe. This sort of trickery could be irritating or confusing from another writer’s pen, but it is done so confidently that you always know you’re in safe hands. Wisely, he leans into clarity and simplicity in the prose – it often feels beautifully written, and is very sharp and funny in places, but he avoids anything overly elaborate. If the plot is a mystery to us, then let’s make sure the individual sentences aren’t. It also helps that the novel is anchored by Jean – her incisiveness, her determination, her wit, her occasional abrasiveness. She was a very compelling character.

I loved reading the novel – and it helped that I knew the streets that Jean was walking around from my visit last year. The moments of recognition were lovely.

I’m also fascinated by the cultural significance of doppelgangers. They come up time and again, from Dostoevsky’s The Double onwards (and probably before) – and every time people mention Shelley seeing his doppelganger shortly before he died. And, yes, it’s mentioned in Bellevue Square too. Readers seem captivated by the idea of encountering their doppelganger, and it is a phenomenon laden with eeriness and even menace. Reading a novel like Bellevue Square as an identical twin is quite an unusual experience. Because I have a doppelganger and have always had one – this spectre that is so eerie to most people is normal, everyday experience for me and for the other identical twins reading this book. So it’s interesting to see the experience from another side, used as the central plot point of a book. (I also think that most people, if they met their doppelganger, wouldn’t think it looked much like them. You know how photos never look like you-in-the-mirror? It’s like that having an identical twin.)

Let’s finish with a quote from early in the book that isn’t very relevant to the rest of the novel – but I love anything about arranging books:

But alphabetical is not the only order. I’m not a library, so I don’t have to go full-Dewey. A bookstore is a collection. It reflects someone’s taste. In the same way that curators decide what order you see the art in, I’m allowed to meddle with the browser’s logic, or even to please myself. Mix it up, see what happens. If you don’t like it, don’t shop here. January to June I alphabetize biographies by author. July to December: by subject.

There are moral issues involved, too. Should parenting books be displayed chronologically by year of publication? I don’t want to screw someone’s kid up by suggesting outdate parenting advice is on par with the new thinking. Aesthetic issues: should I arrange art books by height to avoid cover bleaching? Ethical: do dieting books belong near books about anorexia? And should I move books about confidence into the business section? And what is Self-Help? Is it anything like Self Storage (which is only for things, it turns out.) In Self-Help, I have found it is helpful not to read the books at all.

Tea or Books? #124: Our Favourite Reads of 2023

Our favourite books from 2023 – or reads, because of course we mostly read ‘backlisted’ titles. Always a fun one to record – this time with the added bonus that we were each going to choose one from the other’s list to read for the next episode.

Some of our Patreon patrons also appear in this episode. You can join them, and get early access to episodes and other perks, at our Patreon. Do feel free to get in touch at teaorbooks[at]gmail.com.

The books and authors we mention in this episode are:

Taken at the Flood by Agatha Christie
The World Between Two Covers by Ann Morgan
Ilustrado by Miguel Syjuco
A Flat Place by Noreen Masud
Noble Ambitions by Adrian Tinniswood
The Long Weekend by Adrian Tinniswood
A Bird in the House by Margaret Laurence
A Jest of God by Margaret Laurence
The Fire-Dwellers by Margaret Laurence
The Diviners by Margaret Laurence
The Other Side of the Bridge by Mary Lawson
Temples of Delight by Barbara Trapido
Brother of the More Famous Jack by Barbara Trapido
Noah’s Ark by Barbara Trapido
Barbara Comyns
Sex and Stravinsky by Barbara Trapido
The Travelling Hornplayer by Barbara Trapido
The Lost Honour of Katharina Blum by Heinrich Böll
In Cold Blood by Truman Capote
Billiards at Half-Past Nine by Heinrich Böll
Never Said A Word by Heinrich Böll
The Bird in the Tree by Elizabeth Goudge
Dr Serocold by Helen Ashton
Bricks and Mortar by Helen Ashton
Yeoman’s Hospital by Helen Ashton
Half-Crown House by Helen Ashton
The Self-Portrait of a Literary Biographer by Joan Givner
Katherine Anne Porter
This Little Art by Kate Briggs
City of Girls by Elizabeth Gilbert
Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
The Signature of All Things by Elizabeth Gilbert
Day by Michael Cunningham
Edith Holler by Edward Carey
The Hours by Michael Cunningham
The Buddha in the Attic by Julie Otsuka
Lucy by Jamaica Kincaid
Road Ends by Mary Lawson
For Every Favour by Ruby Ferguson
Lady Rose and Mrs Memmary by Ruby Ferguson
The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro
Jill’s Gymkhana by Ruby Ferguson
In the Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado
Sheep’s Clothing by Celia Dale
Harriet Said… by Beryl Bainbridge
A Helping Hand by Celia Dale
The House By The Sea by May Sarton
Journal of a Solitude by May Sarton
The Education of Harriett Hatfield by May Sarton
Landscape in Sunlight by Elizabeth Fair
A Winter Away by Elizabeth Fair
Barbara Pym
Jane Austen
Bramton Wick by Elizabeth Fair
The Native Heath by Elizabeth Fair
No Leading Lady by R.C. Sherriff
Journey’s End by R.C. Sherriff
Old Filth by Jane Gardam
The Man in the Wooden Hat by Jane Gardam
Any Human Heart by William Boyd
Last Friends by Jane Gardam
Dorothy Whippl

Thunderclap: A Memoir of Art and Life and Sudden Death by Laura Cumming
To Serve Them All My Days by R.F. Delderfield
The Pillars of the House by Charlotte M. Yonge
The Q by Beth Brower
Magnificent Rebels by Andrea Wulf
The Blue Flower by Penelope Fitzgerald
The Perfect Golden Circle by Benjamin Myers
Possession by A.S. Byatt
The Matisse Stories by A.S. Byatt
All the Dogs of My Life by Elizabeth von Armin
Mrs. Appleyard’s Year by Louise Andrews Kent
Pleasures and Palaces by Juliet Wilbor Tompkins
Albert’s Christmas by Alison Jezard
The Stillmeadow Road by Gladys Taber
Buttered Toast by Marjorie Stewart
A Suitable Boy by Vikram Seth
An Unequal Music by Vikram Seth

The World Between Two Covers by Ann Morgan

Every Christmas, I seem to read a book I was given for the previous Christmas. Partly that’s me looking at a particular book and thinking, “Gosh, I’ve wanted to read that for a whole year.” Partly it’s because I have time over Christmas to read anything I fancy, and so I grab a pile of books that look like fun. One of them this Christmas was Ann Morgan’s The World Between Two CoversReading the Globe (2015), also published as Reading the World: Confessions of a Literary Explorer. I can’t imagine why the title was changed. Anyway, thanks for buying me this last year, Mum and Dad!

(I say I read this over Christmas – crucially, I finished it this year – so this will be the first link in my Century of Books.)

Ann Morgan runs a book blog to this day, but the title refers to the reading challenge she set herself in 2012: reading a book published by someone from every country in the world. That puts A Century of Books in perspective, doesn’t it? This was back in the peak of the book blogging phenomenon, and when any popular blog seemed to be given a book deal. Morgan’s book is fascinating, even if it doesn’t quite do what it says on the cover.

The World Between Two Covers does start with the genesis of the idea – which came from a comment on her blog. The first chapter is all about deciding to embark on the challenge, working out the list of countries (as you can imagine, not the easiest or most politically neutral task), and wondering if it were possible. Throughout the book we do occasionally get hints about the difficult parts of the challenge (how to get a book from a North Korean? What about South Sudan, which had only existed as an independent country for about six months when Morgan started the project?) and there are mentions of readers and authors who post Morgan their favourite books from any particular country. But, by and large, the mechanics and experience of the reading challenge are largely absent from the book.

I was a bit disappointed by that, I’ll confess. I love reading about reading, particularly the difficult challenges – I think particularly of Tolstoy and the Purple Chair or The Whole Five Feet – and those books often become de facto memoirs. That makes them all the stronger, in my opinion. For whatever reason, Morgan’s book is not that. Perhaps the publisher, or she, decided that readers could already find all that information on her blog. So what The World Between Two Covers is really is a series of essays that are borne of the experience – not about the experience itself. On those terms, is a fascinating and wide-ranging collection.

There are sections on self-publishing and electronic books, on writing under totalitarian regimes, on book banning, on the legacies of imperialism. Morgan covers an enormous spectrum of topics and her research is extraordinary. I didn’t learn a huge amount about the almost 200 books she read, though a fair few are mentioned (almost never evaluatively), but I learned a lot about all sorts of other things. The legacies of her reading, rather than her actual reading. For instance, I loved the chapter on culture shock and the things that are left unexplained for an audience that will not need the holding hand, but which become baffling for an audience in translation. It was also about how we orient ourselves as readers, for better or worse.

In the absence of anything else, we tend to draw on our own experiences to make the best of things as go along. Because reading is an active process in which , as Wolfgang Iser has it , we participate by ‘filling in the gaps left by the text’, we search for things to plug the interpretative holes crying out for our attention. We look for equivalences between what we are engaged in imagining and what we have encountered before – just as in real life we might reach for a comparison to help others picture a place that they have never been, dubbing Montreal the Paris of the West, for instance, or Udaipur the Venice of the East. When I read Libyan writer Ibrahim Al-Kon’s The Bleeding of the Stone during my project, I found myself repeatedly drawn to make comparisons between the novel’s poetic evocation of the age-old practices of the Bedouian and the mournful homage to the rural traditions in the works of Thomas Hardy. The parallel may have some truth to it – both writers have negative things to say about the effect of progress on people who live off, and steward, the land – but it is also distorting, because expectations based on Hardy have no place in Al-Koni’s novel. If I were to give in to the temptation to read the novel in Hardy’s terms, I would find the gory denouement – in which the lone Bedouin protagonist Asouf is crucified – inexplicable and nonsensical. The jolt between what I anticipate and what comes would be too violent and I would have no option but to reject the story as absurd.

It’s a fascinating chapter, and naturally doesn’t come up with any hard-and-fast conclusions. But it did challenge my expectations on how much I can learn about a culture by reading fiction from it – particularly fiction aimed primarily at people also from that culture. And often, of course, in translation.

On that note, I found the chapter on translation particularly interesting. Perhaps the championing of translators isn’t something the book blogging world needs to hear as much as others, but it remains shameful that so few books published in the UK (and other English-speaking countries in the West) are in translation. We see so little of the world’s literature, and the things we do get are often filtered through such rigorous expectations that we only get what the publishing industry knows we won’t find too unsettling. As Morgan notes, that means that Scandinavian crime novels are translated – because they fit our expectations of what crime novels should be – while other cultures aren’t represented in our bookshops at all. I noticed last year that there were enormous numbers of Japanese books about cats available in translation – but not that much else. I can’t imagine that Japanese authors solely write whimsical books about cats (welcome though they are).

Not all the books Morgan reads are in translation. There were, of course, those already written by people from English-speaking countries – but other writers choose English as their language even when it is not their mother tongue. It opens them up to a wider market, and in some cases is a safer language to write in. The only book from her list that I have read is a case in point – Ilustrado by Filipino author Miguel Syjuco – though English is also an official language of the Philippines alongside Filipino (a standardised version of Tagalog).

When I went to look up Morgan’s review of Ilustrado, there was a grumpy comment from someone saying “This was a bad choice for a book representing the Philippines. […] I’m sorry you chose this.” As Morgan points out in her reply, no book could represent an entire country and that isn’t the aim of the challenge. But she also wants something that isn’t too unrepresentative – which is why she isn’t interested in (say) a book by a Brit about visiting the Philippines. Earlier in the book, she discusses whether or not her choice of book needs to be set in the country in question at all:

For the most part, however, just as residency in a place is only part of the picture when it comes to human beings’ sense of national and cultural identity, so setting makes for a rather one-sided approach when it comes to the quest for authenticity in literature from around the world. After all, if national identity is as much about thoughts, feelings and perspective as it is about physical presence in a region, then surely the cultural uniqueness or specialness of a work is likely to be located as much in its voice and mindset and assumptions underpinning it as in its setting, if not far more so. When you think about it, there’s no reason why a Zimbabwean work about a kingdom under the sea couldn’t every bit as enlightening, thought-provoking and culturally specific as the most faithful portrayal of life in Mugabe’s Harare.

This paragraph gave me pause for thought. I don’t think I entirely agree. It’s why, when I was looking for recommendations for Canadian novelist Helen Humphreys, I disregarded the ones set in the UK. I wouldn’t necessarily rule out the ‘kingdom under the sea’ option, but I don’t want to read a Zimbabwean author writing about Nigeria as much as I want to read a Zimbabwean author writing about Zimbabwe. Yes, the ‘cultural uniqueness or specialness’ is going to be found in ‘voice and mindset and assumptions’ (of course, every country will have as many of those as it does citizens) as much as the setting – but why not get both? To truly engage with a country, I want to read a book set in that country by an author from that country – ideally set in a time they know, too. But I recognise that is my own set of wishes and requisites, not a universal law.

Morgan’s book is continually thought-provoking, as well as engagingly written. It feels conversational as well as knowledgeable, and it’s a lovely combination. As I say, it isn’t the book I thought I was getting when I started it – but it’s very good at what it’s aiming to do.

2023: Some Reading Stats

Reading people’s favourite books of the year, and their reading stats, is always my favourite period of the book blogging calendar. Here are mine – and here’s the link to the 2022 stats, which I’ll be comparing to quite a lot.

Number of books read
I read 180 books, which is actually 21 fewer than 2022 (though still a big number). I think the drop is because of the issues with my eyes I had earlier in the year, which have returned – albeit thankfully much more mildly – for the final four months of the year, since I had Covid. I’m still able to read but not quite as easily as I’d hope.

Number of audiobooks
Audiobooks don’t need 100%-working eyes, of course! And I managed to listen to 67 last year – meaning I read 113 print books. (In 2022 it was 64, so about the same.)

Male/female writers
I read 124 books by women and 56 by men – making my reading 69% female. In 2022 it was 71%, in 2021 it was 70%. I never set out with goals, but somehow it always ends up around there.

Fiction/non-fiction
I read 135 works of fiction and 45 works of non-fiction – meaning my non-fiction reading accounted for just over a quarter of the total. And yet produced my top three favourite books of the year! The big change in 2023 from the previous few years was that I read 30 non-fiction books by women and 15 by men – this has usually ended up being the category where men outpaced women.

Books in translation
A slight drop on 2022 (13) and 2021 (11) at ten books. They were translated from Polish x2, Japanese x2, Dutch, French, Italian, Hebrew, Russian and Marathi.

Re-reads
I re-read 14 books in 2023 – and that includes three Mary Lawson novels and five books by Alice Oseman. As usual, re-reading was mostly for podcast or book club. But I did re-read Miss Hargreaves (on audiobook) for the first time in years, and that was a delight.

New-to-me authors
This was a category I could tell was quite low throughout the year. It hasn’t been the easiest year, and I definitely wanted the dependability of authors I trusted (though, interestingly, not enough to re-read!) So 69 of my 180 books were by new-to-me authors. In the past it’s been nearer 50%.

Most disappointing book
It’s always the ones you think you’ll love, isn’t it? I was disappointed to find South Riding by Winifred Holtby so formless and tedious, after years of anticipating enjoying it. And while I didn’t dislike it so much, I wanted The Fire-Dwellers by Margaret Laurence to be much better than it was, after loving A Jest of God so much.

Animals in book titles
Mostly birds and cats this year. The Bird in the Tree by Elizabeth Goudge, Bird in the House by Margaret Laurence, Seven Cats I Have Loved by Anat Levit, If Cats Disappeared From the World by Genki Kawamura, The Cat Who Saved Books by Sosuke Notsukawa, The ABC of Cats by Beverley Nichols, Cat in the Window by Derek Tangye, Love Among the Chickens by P.G. Wodehouse, Broken Horses by Brandi Carlile, Ride the Pink Horse by Dorothy B. Hughes, Crow Lake by Mary Lawson, Cuckoo in June by Jane Oliver and Ann Stafford,  Sheep’s Clothing by Celia Dale and, if it counts, The Last Black Unicorn by Tiffany Haddish.

Names in book titles
Ever since doing Project Names, I’ve kept an eye on this. In the past couple of years it’s been 18 and 35. In 2023, it was 16. That’s an awful lot of books without names in the title, isn’t it?

Favourite title
I loved Divorce? Of Course by Mary Essex, which was also a fun, if entirely predictable, novel.

Most shocking title
Of course, Jeanette McCurdy’s title I’m Glad My Mom Died is meant to be shocking – and it is quite the attention-grabber. Especially since it’s non-fiction.

Title that fooled a friend
My friend Naomi was keen to read The English Understand Wool by Helen DeWitt when she saw me reading it, until she realised it was not actually about wool.

Books by people I know
Four in 2023! My friends Tom Carlisle and Noreen Masud – and both my parents! Five if you count Sarra Manning (which I do, really) as she is an online friend I’ve not actually met.

Persephones
I’m always keen to read more of my Persephone backlog. In 2023, I read… none. Oh dear!

Strange things that happened in books this year

A virgin gives birth, a portrait narrates a novel, a house conceals an evil void, a solider travels through time, coffee-drinkers travel through time, time speeds up while listening to records, a census-taker disappears, League of Nations members disappear, members of a family are steadily bumped off, a made-up octogenarian comes to life, cats guard a magical library, someone considering suicide is transported to a magical library, someone considering suicide messages all the contacts in their phone, a phone call tells you it’s your day to die, form-fillers predict the future, cats disappear from the world, and a man meets his ideal woman on a dream bus made of bamboo and rice paper.

A Century of Books: 1925-2024

 

I’ve set myself a 2024 reading challenge! Long-time StuckinaBook readers will remember a few previous times I’ve done ‘A Century of Books’ – reading a book published every year for a century. I started doing 1900-1999, and a few times I’ve just done whatever the previous hundred years is. This year, I’ll be doing 1925-2024.

It’s a fun challenge because you don’t have to think about it much for the first half or so of the year – it just fills up by itself. And then the final months are an intense scramble to find books that fit the remaining spaces…

Of course, anybody is welcome to join in – or to make your own century, or do it over two years etc.

I’ll be filling up the gaps here with links to all my reviews. Wish me luck!

1925
1926
1927: The Bridge of San Luis Rey by Thornton Wilder
1928: The Vicar’s Daughter by E.H. Young
1929
1930
1931
1932
1933
1934: The Spring Begins by Katherine Dunning
1935: A Clergyman’s Daughter by George Orwell
1936
1937: I Would Be Private by Rose Macaulay
1938
1939: The Disappearing Duchess by Maud Cairnes
1940
1941: Death and Mary Dazill by Mary Fitt
1942
1943
1944
1945: Lady Living Alone by Norah Lofts
1946
1947
1948
1949
1950
1951
1952
1953: Landscape in Sunlight by Elizabeth Fair
1954
1955: The Oracles by Margaret Kennedy
1956: Why I’m Not A Millionaire by Nancy Spain
1957: The Baron in the Trees by Italo Calvino
1958
1959
1960: Twice Lost by Phyllis Paul
1961: The Winter of Our Discontent by John Steinbeck
1962
1963
1964
1965
1966
1967
1968
1969
1970
1971
1972
1973
1974
1975
1976
1977
1978: What’s For Dinner? by James Schuyler
1979
1980: Basic Black With Pearls by Helen Weinzweig
1981
1982
1983
1984
1985
1986
1987: Strangers by Taichi Yamada
1988
1989
1990
1991
1992
1993
1994
1995
1996
1997
1998
1999
2000
2001
2002: Antwerp by Roberto Bolaño
2003
2004
2005
2006
2007
2008
2009
2010
2011
2012
2013
2014
2015: The World Between Two Covers by Ann Morgan
2016
2017: Bellevue Square by Michael Redhill
2018: Dear Mrs Bird by AJ Pearce
2019: Trick Mirror by Jia Tolentino
2020: The Dictionary of Lost Words by Pip Williams
2021
2022: Lessons in Chemistry by Bonnie Garmus
2023: Day by Michael Cunningham
2024

My top films of 2023

For the first time, in 2023, I kept a list of the films I watched. I discovered that most of what I want from movies is to be silly and fun and usually short – I watched maybe three disposable films for every one film I thought might be really good. And you know what, I’m ok with that. I also thought I’d watch maybe 20-25 films in a year – and somehow I watched 117. Most weren’t from 2023, of course.

But among the silliness were some films I thought were brilliant, so I thought I’d put together my top ten. I know a lot less about movies than I do about books, so I don’t feel on the steadiest ground – but, as with my books list, it’s more about how much I enjoyed them than how objectively good I thought they were. So all manner of awards winners and contenders didn’t make the list.

Anyway, enough caveats – here’s the list:

10. Already Tomorrow in Hong Kong (2015)

Heavily influenced by Richard Linklater’s superlative Before series, the natural chemistry between real-life couple Bryan Greenberg and Jamie Chung make this funny, moving and compelling. I wish it were longer, and I almost never say that about films (or books).

9. Round and Round (2023)

Ok, I watched this Hallmark Hanukkah timeloop movie as a joke – but it turned it out to be one of the best romcoms I’ve seen in years. Bryan Greenberg makes his second and final appearance on the list, and is paired with Leighton Meester. The writing is so tight, the leads have great chemistry, and it deserves a much wider audience than it’s likely to get.

8. Aftersun (2022)

A gently profound film about a young father taking his 11-year-old daughter on holiday. Director Charlotte Wells and stars Paul Mescal and Frankie Corio have been deservedly feted.

7. Rye Lane (2023)

Like Already Tomorrow in Hong Kong, a lot of this film is about two strangers meeting and walking and talking – but with the added bonus of being slightly wacky (fish-eye lens comes out to play) and very, very British. But I think my favourite thing about it was how the central couple’s ex-partners were both fully developed, very funny characters rather than one-note targets.

6. Befikre (2016)

I loved this energetic Hindi romcom set in Paris. We go back & forth between Shyra and Dharam getting together – and splitting up a year later, and what comes next. Ranveer Singh and Vaani Kapoor are so watchable, and the songs are a clever blend of Indian & French styles. I’ve been listening to Je T’aime and Ude Dil Befikre a lot ever since – rather than a trailer, here’s Je T’aime (also the most inventive musical section of the movie).

5. Of An Age (2022)

It’s another strangers-getting-to-know-each-other movie, this time an Australian film about a young man getting to know his friend’s brother on a car journey – and what happens afterwards. Beautifully written and directed by Goran Stolevski, and with a particularly soulful and restrained performance from Thom Green.

4. Freshman Year (2020)

Amazingly, this lovely, naturalistic film about an emotional first year at uni was made for only $15,000. Cooper Raiff wrote, directed, produced, and starred – usually an ominous sign, but he is obviously one to watch. (Released as Sh!thouse in US.)

3. Ustad Hotel (2012)

I watched a lot of films with the wonderful Dulquer Salmaan in them this year – Malayalam movie Ustad Hotel was one of his early films and often mentioned as among his best, and I can see why. Faizal leaves home after a dispute and works as a chef with his grandad (Thilakan, extraordinary in one of his final roles). The movie has a beautiful tone and message, and shows what a star Salmaan would become.

2. Grey Gardens (1975)

I’ve long meant to watch this documentary about an eccentric elderly mother and daughter living in chaotic poverty in a mansion. Completely without guile or artifice, this is an extraordinary portrait of resentment, dependency, regret, and love. I don’t know if you’d be able to find people this unguarded and genuine on camera anymore – or at least not people like Big Edie and Little Edie.

1. O Kadhal Kanmani (2015)

The first film I watched in 2023 was also my favourite – a Tamil film in which Dulquer Salmaan and Nithya Menen are a couple who decide to ‘live-in’ rather than marry (a common story in contemporary Indian cinema). As they try to be modern, they also grow to know and care for an elderly, old-fashioned couple nearby dealing with the woman’s dementia. It’s a beautiful, sweet, charming film – the sort of thoughtful, open-hearted romcom that has been disappearing from Western cinema in recent years but still very much made in India, thankfully.

Top Books of 2023

I’m delighted to unveil my top reads of the year – as ever, considering how much I enjoyed them and how good I think they are, wrapped up into one. Apparently I usually do 12, but this year it wasn’t hard to draw the line after 10 – these are definitely my top books, and there was a bit of a gap before the books I’d consider for numbers 11 or 12. I don’t include re-reads or more than one book by an author – and, of course, they are in strict order. It’s a surprisingly modern list for me, with only one book from before 1950.

Click on the title to get my full thoughts. Here we go!

10. A Flat Place (2023) by Noreen Masud

It’s always good to read a book by a friend, and even better when the book is brilliant. Noreen Masud expertly weaves together her experiences of cPTSD with explorations of flat landscapes in Pakistan and the UK. It’s an involving, moving, excellent book.

9. A Bird in the House (1970) by Margaret Laurence

Laurence took the top spot on my 2022 list, and though I was disappointed by The Fire-Dwellers, I loved these linked short stories that piece together a coming-of-age for young Vanessa. The stories sometimes cover seismic moments but more often look at everyday relationships – particularly those that are cut short or peter out. It’s also the first of three books in my top 10 that have ‘house’ in the title.

8. Temples of Delight (1990) by Barbara Trapido

Trapido’s chunky novel is particularly strong in the opening chapters and the friendship between two schoolgirls: shy, nervous Alice and whirlwind Jem. The strength of Jem’s exuberant, confusing personality is sustained throughout the novel, which is comfortably the best of the three Trapido books I’ve read.

7. The Bird in the Tree (1940) by Elizabeth Goudge

Not to be confused with A Bird in the House! This is the first in the Eliot trilogy, given to me in 2008 and finally read now – a beautiful, comforting read about several generations of a family in a delightful big house. What set it apart from me is Goudge’s unashamed championing of self-sacrifice.

6. The Self-Portrait of a Literary Biographer (1993) by Joan Givner

A total gamble that really paid off. Givner is a biographer of Katherine Anne Porter – and this book is about that, but also about her youth and her family and everything in between, all told in index-card-style vignettes. Such an unusual, inventive, strangely compelling book that I’m so happy I stumbled across in a Hay-on-Wye bookshop and took a chance on.

5. Day (2023) by Michael Cunningham

No link yet because my review will be appearing at Shiny New Books when it’s published in the UK – but Cunningham’s first novel in an age is already out in the US. It follows the same day in 2019, 2020, and 2021 – morning, afternoon, and evening respectively – and is very much a pandemic novel. But it’s also a novel with Cunningham’s trademark groups of family and friends-as-family, and his incisive brilliance at deeply showing every conceivable relationship within these groups. Worth the long wait we’ve had for it.

4. Road Ends (2013) by Mary Lawson

For me, 2023 will always be remembered as the year that I got to speak to Mary Lawson on my podcast – and, in preparation, I read the only novel of hers that I had waiting. Road Ends is as brilliant as always, about a man in Ontario dealing with a friend’s suicide, his father trying to come to terms with his past, and his sister’s bid for freedom in London. I don’t know how Mary Lawson does it, but she always does.

3. In The Dream House (2019) by Carmen Maria Machado

Following a similar pattern to Givner’s book, Machado tells this memoir of queer domestic violence through vignettes – each one linked to a particular literary device or framework. Visceral, clever, and beautifully written – it thoroughly deserves all the accolades it got in 2019.

2. The House by the Sea (1977) by May Sarton

I’d read some fiction by Sarton but her journals are on another level – and my favourite, so far, is the first one I read. She has moved to a house by the sea, and I appreciated descriptions of the area – but it’s really about her identity as a writer, her fears and anxieties, and her constant re-determining who she is.

1. No Leading Lady (1968) by R.C. Sherriff

All my top three are non-fiction, and my top place goes to the extraordinarily enjoyable memoir by R.C. Sherriff. The first half goes in granular detail through the conception, production, popularity, and afterlife of Journey’s End – a play I haven’t even read or seen, but I absolutely loved the detail he went into. Some books are ignored altogether, and this certainly isn’t a warts-and-all autobiography, but it’s a sheer delight. Sherriff is one of the great storytellers, and his own life and career are treated as exceptional material.

StuckinaBook’s Weekend Miscellany

Happy Betwixtmas! And welcome to the final weekend miscellany of 2023. Tomorrow, I’ll be posting my favourite reads of the year – I always enjoy the little ritual of sitting down with my year’s reads and reflecting on the highlights. And, of course, putting them in strict order! I try not to think about it too much in advance, so at the time of writing I have no idea what will appear where.

And here, to tide you over the liminal land of new year, is a book, a blog post, and a link…

Barbara Comyns: A Savage Innocence: Amazon.co.uk: Horner, Avril: 9781526173744: Books

1.) The link – Miranda asked me to come and talk with her about the British Library Women Writers series, and I had a lovely time chatting with her. You can hear our conversation on her blog.

2.) The book – Barbara Comyns is beloved by the blogosphere, and it seems criminal that there hasn’t been a biography of her to date – but thankfully that is going to change! Avril Horner’s Barbara Comyns: A Savage Innocence will be coming out in March 2024. I have a review proof copy that I’m really looking forward to diving into.

3.) The blog post – I always enjoy bloggers’ end-of-year lists. Of course, I want everyone to put books in a particular order, but I am a open-minded man and can also enjoy the ones which are in no particular order. Jacqui divides her best books into new releases and backlisted titles – and, of course, it’s the backlisted titles I’m most interested in.

Bonus blog post: Ali’s year of reading Margaret Drabble!

See you tomorrow with my top ten! Or my top 12, if I can’t whittle is down sufficiently…

The Persimmon Tree by Marjorie Barnard

I hope you’ve had a wonderful Christmas, if you celebrate – indeed, I hope you are still having it, since we are still in the 12 days. I love Christmas and I intend to make the most of every moment of it! I’m now back home after a lovely week with my brother and parents, and glad to be reunited with Hargreaves.

Unusually for me, I was very much in the mood for short stories in the days leading up to my Christmas holiday – including the Margaret Laurence collection I reviewed recently, and The Persimmon Tree and other stories (1943) by Marjorie Barnard. I read the Virago Modern Classics edition, which includes a handful of stories from other Barnard collections too. I couldn’t remember when or where I bought it, but that is the joy of keeping a blog for many years – I did some searching, and it turns out I bought it in Bristol in 2012.

Marjorie Barnard is apparently a big name in Australian literary history, sometimes collaborating with Flora Eldershaw under the name M. Barnard Eldershaw – perhaps, in 2023, she is best-known for writing a novel called Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow long before Gabrielle Zevin did. But she should be far better known in this hemisphere too: I thought the stories in The Persimmon Tree were excellent.

They reminded me of Katherine Mansfield’s short stories, in the sense that they are snapshots in the minutiae of women’s lives. The most successful ones don’t try to do more than that: they look at the everyday, and see the searing emotions that are always there under the surface, sometimes conscious and sometimes not but seldom revealed to anybody else. One of my favourite stories was ‘Beauty is Strength’, about a woman going to a beauty salon and hoping it will equip her for dealing with an unfaithful partner.

The girl adjusted the drier like a high Egyptian helmet, laid the copy of ‘Vogue’ in her lap, and departed briskly. Her hair stirred in the hot blast, the noise droned in her ears. The headache which she had beaten back with aspirin began again. There was a patch of wimpering nerves in her right temple the size of a penny and slowly spreading. But the worst thing was looking in the mirror. Her face suspended between the helmet and the mackintosh cape was just face, without aids or garnishings. It was from moments like these, when you saw your face isolated, that you learned the truth about it. Her mouth looked hard and disappointed, and round each corner there was clearly discernable, in this impartial light, a little bracket of wrinkle. You can’t, she had read somewhere, do anything about wrinkles once they are visible to the naked eye. Her cheek bones looked high and stiff and on her throat, where age first shows itself, the working of the muscles showed too clearly, and the skin just under the chin was ever so slightly puckered.

‘The Dressmaker’ is an extremely good story that contrasts the way we see ourselves with how we are perceived. Miss Simkins has had one great romantic tragedy in her life – she tells it to her client almost like she is the narrator of a short story herself. It has pathos, beauty, a narrative arc. But we know from the way Barnard introduces her that Miss Simkins will not be received in the way that she imagines. It’s a story about class, but mostly about self-delusion.

Miss Simkins did not see very much of life but what she saw she inspected very closely and she kept an exact debit and credit account between herself and life. She always observed her employers’ conduct and utterences minutely with a view to keeping this statement up-to-date. She was, she felt, one of life’s principal creditors.

These thoughts were habitual, automatic, and, of course, unvoiced. She merely took off her hat, which collapsed into immediate shapelessness, gave two pokes to her hair and sat down to the work-table. From her suitcase she produced a sheaf of battered fashion journals.

(Incidentally, various of the words with red squiggly underlines as I type – utterences, wimperings, discernable – are Barnard’s own uses, retained by Virago. Other typos are probably my own.)

I’m using lots of big chunks of text, as I kept being captivated by entire paragraphs. Barnard writes quite simply, so you’d be unlikely to find single sentences that mesmerise with beauty – but she has a way of building up a picture that is precise and beautiful, and somehow much more insightful than they might appear at first. Here’s a paragraph where she does use various metaphors and similes, but what moved me was the slow pan out at the end, and the words ‘each flat a little box too small for the life it house’:

She moved on. She hadn’t noticed the door behind the curtain. It came to softly behind her, leaving her in sudden quiet and enlargement. It was as easy to escape as that. The balcony, hanging like a bird cage on the clifflike facade of the flats, was as far from the party as Cape York. It was early dusk with its false evanescent clarity beginning to melt at the edges, a light that blent the noonday incompatibles into a scena. In the foreground, blocks of flats set at all angles, each flat a little box too small for the life it housed, so that it bulged out of the windows, hung over the balconies, burgeoned up through the roofs. Strings of coloured washing were as natural as vines. In William Street, narrow and living as an artery, coloured taxis moved like corpuscles. Over to the left, Woolloomooloo, pouring down the hill, houses, terraces, narrow streets fused into a solid mass, a grape bloom on its slates, a veil of light on the mediocrity of its stones and bricks. Beneath the swept stretch of the waterfront, the wharves running neatly out into the bay. Beyond the lovely, unreal drop scene of the harbour, blue water, timbered headlands, even the bridge etherealised, a grey bow drawn across the blue.

I can see why she titled the collection after ‘The Persimmon Tree’, as it is one of the strongest. The final paragraph reads simply ‘I turned away. The shadow of the burgeoning bough was on the white wall. I thought my heart would break.’ Even without context, it’s moving and its simplicity works very well. Like many of the stories, it’s very short. Some in the collection are so short as to only really be impressions, and those didn’t succeed quite as much as others, in my view – but overall, I found it a beautiful and moving collection.

 

 

A Bird in the House by Margaret Laurence

Regular visitors to StuckinaBook will know how much I adore Margaret Laurence, and particularly here Manawaka sequence of novels. They have a little overlap, though can be read independently – and it includes some of the best novels I’ve read in recent years, particularly A Jest of God. The only one of the five I hadn’t read was the penultimate in the sequence, A Bird in the House (1970), and is the only one that’s not really a novel: it’s a series of linked stories about a young girl called Vanessa.

Through her eyes, steadily growing up over the course of the stories, we see a family tied together and falling apart. She is loyally close to her father and sporadically close to her mother; a little brother is born in one story; she fears some grandparents and adores others. The patterns and habits of her family are all she knows, and she details them with the interest of an anthropologist and the familiarity of a constant observer.

The world is a kaleidoscope of people and philosophies, and Vanessa is gradually working out who she is and what she stands for. But it is a curious blend of perspectives – because it is not really through the eyes of eight-year-old Vanessa, but 40-year-old Vanessa looking back. The naivety and newness of everything is layered with the reflections of a middle-aged woman remembering them.

This blend comes most to the fore in the way Aunt Edna is depicted. She is unmarried, looking after Vanessa’s cantankerous grandfather but also dependent on him. As a child, Vanessa loves and admires Edna, accepting her role as an inevitable part of the fabric of her life. But the older Vanessa clearly feels a whole range of emotions to Edna – pities her position, hopes for her, admires her spirit, recognises the limits on it. As a narrator, she is rather older than this spinster aunt – who, to young Vanessa, of course seems old. Through the stories, Laurence masterly weaves these complexities. The last line of this paragraph is brilliant, and quintessentially Laurence:

If someone coming to the Brick House for the first time chance to light a cigarette when Grandfather was home, he gave them one chance and that was all. His warning was straightforward. He would walk to the front door, fling it open, and begin coughing. He would then say, “Smoky in here, ain’t it?” If this had no effect, he told the visitor to get out, and no two ways about it. Aunt Edna once asked me to guess how many boyfriends she had lost that way, and when I said “I give up – how many?” she said “Five, and that’s the gospel truth.” At the time I imagined, because she was laughing, that she thought it was funny.”

Another instance of her lovely turns of phrase comes in a story about Piquette Tonnerres – a character and family overlapping intriguingly with one of the major families in the next book in the Manawaka sequence, The Diviners: “I could not reach Piquette at all, and I soon lost interest in trying. But all that summer she remained as both a reproach and a mystery to me.”

Each story was published separately and can be read separately – so we see Vanessa grow up, but we are also reintroduced to the family each time. Impressively, it doesn’t feel repetitive or annoying to read so many introductions in sequence – it feels, rather, like a fresh development on each character whenever we meet them again.

I think the stories I liked most were the ones about particular people who come briefly onto the scene. The one about Piquette, ‘The Loons’, is a good example. Another is ‘The Half-Husky’, about a local boy who torments her pet dog (which is quite hard to read). Laurence is too sophisticated to give her stories a neat message, but we are pulled towards moral conclusions that never quite coalesce. Vanessa is clearly learning, though doesn’t come to any finalities. Rather, these stories show us experiences and wonderings and leave behind an impression of beauty and brutality intertwined. Nothing is sentimental in these stories, but somehow they are touching. Adult Vanessa clearly has a mix of nostalgia and sadness about her childhood – not least because of a tragedy that happens almost incidentally in one chapter, then spreads out like dye in water throughout the others.

Laurence is at her best, I think, when she can really lean into the development of a character and examine every aspect of their emotional life. It’s why A Jest of God remains her masterpiece, in my eyes. But A Bird in the House is excellent too – beautiful writing, extraordinary knowledge of human character, and moments that will certainly remain in my mind. Now I’ve finished the Manawaka sequence, the only real question is when I’ll go back and read them all again.