Mr Teddy by E.F. Benson

Mr Teddy

I have a teetering pile of E.F. Benson novels I’ve not read – he was so prolific, and some of his books aren’t that easy to come across, so I always snap up any that I find in the wild. Most of the time, I love reading the results of this foraging – occasionally, some of his earlier novels haven’t worked as well for me. But mostly he has a witty view of small-town communities that revels in their competitiveness and bitchiness and interdependence, and I lap it all up.

Mr Teddy (1917)  – published in the US as The Tortoise – falls somewhere in the middle of his writing career. On the first page, ‘Mr Teddy’ – Edward Heaton – is shaving in the mirror and reflecting on the fact that he has just turned 40 years old. That felt apposite, as I am a few months away from the milestone myself. He is a decent, kind man who has enough wealth to make decency and kindness fairly easy on the whole, though he struggles to achieve his potential – his potential being artistic. He has made plenty of very good, half-finished portraits… and nothing more. The morning of his 40th birthday is a time for reflection on such incomplete achievements.

One area of his life where kindness is very much evident is in dealing with the true monster of the book – his mother, Mrs Heaton. I say ‘monster’. She is also the novel’s greatest delight, for me. In her, Benson has created an exceptional portrait of long-suffering, where the suffering is entirely confected and the complaints about it weary everyone around her. She is constantly saying that nobody must consider her feelings, that they clearly don’t care about her opinions or her anguish, all the while refusing to allow anybody to help her and deliberately misinterpreting anything as a personal barb.

“I know I have have no say in the matter,” said his mother, instantly proceeding to have a pretty good ‘say’,”because you are master of this house, and I am your pensioner. Whether that was or was not a kind and considerate way of your father to leave his money, so that I was necessarily dependent on you for the ordinary comforts of life, I hope I have too great a loyalty to his memory to say. Nothing shall induce me to open my lips on that subject. You will perhaps tell me when you have decided what room to give Robin; and if you settle to give him my bedroom, I’m sure I will sleep wherever you choose to put me without a murmur – not that I sleep much at the best of times.”

Benson is so adept at this sort of character, and Mrs Heaton is both consistent and infuriating. Edward puts up with her in a manner befitting a saint, only occasionally allowing impatience to creep into his voice (and being made to pay for it). Perhaps a little more impatience would have made him a little more realistic. Certainly, I found myself deeply frustrated by Mrs Heaton – in a way that I loved reading about.

Teddy’s dearest friend is a younger woman called Daisy, in and out of their house constantly in the manner of villagers who have known each other forever, and who belong to the very select upper class of the community. (The lower classes may as well not exist except as servants, in Mr Teddy, and there is no indictation of their experience of village life.) While notably younger than Teddy, she has reached an age where she considers herself on the shelf – somewhat south of 30. But if Teddy were to ask her…

A fun side plot is Daisy’s sister’s career as an author. Her novels appear in instalments in the parish magazine, and from thence are published under a pseudonym and pretty popular with the wider public. As publishing approaches go, I suspect that was always unusual. Marion takes her writing career extremely seriously, not least as the moral compass of her readers. She considers it both shocking and an enormous responsibility when one of her characters loses her Christian faith (though she will resume it after a decent interval). Benson – and Marion’s readers – take her career rather less seriously.

Now in late October the era of ‘winter dessert’ had begun, and while Daisy ate a small green apple, which quite resisted the cutting edge of a silver knife, Marion chose a hard ginger-nut which was nearly as intractable to the teeth. She announced about this period the news of the impending salvation of Mrs Anstruther.

“Well, that’s a great relief to me,” said Daisy. “I have often felt quite depressed in thinking of her. I wondered if you would find you could touch her heart.”

“Yes, but I think she must die,” said Marion.

Speaking of dying – a spoiler for about a third of the way through the novel – Mrs Heaton’s self-pity for once is justified, and she dies. Her behaviour is, indeed, rather more tolerable during this trying period. Like so many self-obsessed nuisances, she deals better with crises than with everyday inconveniences. Sadly for Mr Teddy, I think this is where the novel loses a lot of its momentum. In the remaining two-thirds of the novel, new neighbours arrive and Edward’s possible romantic life becomes more significant. I enjoyed Mr Teddy right through to the end – but it had lost its main spectacle.

We are often told that conflict is necessary for action in a novel, and I think that is only true if ‘conflict’ is considered in the loosest possible manner. It’s perfectly possible to write an excellent novel without anybody as dislikable as Mrs Heaton. But her selfishness is not only an exceptionally good, funny portrait – it also, somehow, gave the novel its momentum. If only to see which character might finally snap and murder her. With Mrs Heaton off the page, it became a pleasant, witty comedy of manners – but without any obvious driving force.

Such plot as there is seems to come in rather a rush at the end, and Benson does rather try to have his cake and eat it with some genuinely poignant moments – perhaps falling a little too near the writings by Marion that he is teasing about. I think Mr Teddy would have been more successful if he had kept his antagonist alive – and resisted a little self-indulgent bathos. But E.F. Benson is E.F. Benson, and I really enjoyed my time in this novel even with those quibbles. And there are plenty more on the Benson tower to enjoy next.

StuckinaBook’s Weekend Miscellany

Hope you’re having a good weekend! I have a jam-packed one, seeing lots of friends (and also the musical Titanique, which I’m very excited about). Along the way, I’ll be having my first ever Peruvian meal, or at least what London thinks is Peruvian food. Not to mention, of course, a handful of books along the way – a couple of train journeys will helpfully contribute there. I also have a pile of books I finished before May still waiting to be reviewed, as they were neglected for A Book A Day In May.

Whatever you’re up to, here are a book, a link, and a blog post to help you feeling weekendish.

1.) The link – ok, niche audience maybe, but my friend Lizzie and I have started a podcast about the soap opera Emmerdale! It’s called Dingle All The Way, after the Dingle family, and you can find it on Spotify or wherever you get podcasts.

2.) The blog post – I’m not going to lie, I was hoping to see more blog reviews of The Spring Begins by Katherine Dunning, especially as Scott (Furrowed Middlebrow) and I have both made it our top books of the year. It is now available, so please do go and read it! It’s marvellous! What are you waiting for! Don’t just take my word and Scott’s word for it – Caro has written a wonderful review too now.

A Crumpled Swan: Fifty essays about Abigail Parry's 'In the dream of the cold restaurant'

3.) The book – yes, this book grabbed my attention because I misread the subtitle and thought it was 50 essays about Abigail’s Party, and wouldn’t that be wonderful? But, having corrected myself, I’m still intrigued by David Collard’s A Crumpled Swan: Fifty essays about Abigail Parry’s ‘In the dream of the cold restaurant’, which looks to be far more wide-ranging than the title suggests – looking at wider issues of writing and reading, using a single poem as a basis. It could be fantastic or it could be extremely self-indulgent, and I’ll need to read it to find out.

Project 24 update (books 6-14)

I haven’t updated you on my Project 24 buying for a good while – and please know that that is absolutely not because I’ve been behaving on that front. In fact, I’m getting ahead of where I should be.

Let’s go in the order I bought them, which is unhelpfully not the order that they’re pictured above.

An Avenue of Stone by Pamela Hansford Johnson
I was in a bookshop in Stirling, Scotland, a month or two ago, and didn’t want to leave it empty-handed. There were quite a few rare-ish books that I loved, but already owned. It felt like the kind of shop where I should be able to find something special – and in the end I plumped for An Avenue of Stone by Pamela Hansford Johnson, having recently loved her novel Catherine Carter. I was a little hesitant, because it is apparently the middle of a trilogy, but I figured I could start accumulating…

Adventures of an Ordinary Mind by Lesley Conger
Lesley Conger wasn’t a name I knew, but when Brad/Neglected Books posted on BlueSky, I immediately ordered a copy across the Atlantic. I love books about reading, and apparently this is one the earliest examples that Brad has come across. It’s not your stereotypical ‘busy wife and mother’ reading – she seems to lean towards the Greek classics – but I’m looking forward to delving in.

Agatha Christie’s Marple by Mark Aldridge
Agatha Christie’s Poirot by Mark Aldridge

I forgot to include these in the picture, but I found a couple of interesting looking books that trace Agatha Christie’s most famous detectives through their careers – including the genesis and reception of each book.

Crooked Cross by Sally Carson
Persephone have been trumpeting this reprint as a bestseller even before it was published – and, since it is a portrait of a selfish tyrant becoming a global leader, it is sadly all too relevant to today. I had a trip to Bath a couple of weeks ago and made sure to pick up a copy (as well as pressing Guard Your Daughters on a friend).

The Provincial Lady Goes Further by E.M. Delafield
The Provincial Lady in Wartime by E.M. Delafield

Women Are Like That by E.M. Delafield
The Babe, B.A. by E.F. Benson
On the way back from a church weekend away, I decided to stop at Canons Ashby National Trust. I just fancied a nice day out in the sunshine, and somewhere to finish that day’s book for A Book A Day In May. Well, what a nice surprise to discover they were doing a book fair in the old priory. And, oh gosh, I had the experience we all dream of in that situation.

I don’t have high hopes for this sort of thing, which is often piles of crime thrillers and paperbacks that were popular in 2005. But (as always) I headed for the ‘old and interesting’ table. And I couldn’t believe it when I spied Women Are Like That – one of the very few E.M. Delafield books I didn’t previously own, and which is only available very expensively online. And then I found an E.F. Benson stash too!

There were a few rare E.M. Delafields and E.F. Bensons that I already owned, so was happy to leave them there for another person like me to be overjoyed by. But I couldn’t leave behind these two lovely editions of Provincial Lady books – the one series that I allow myself to duplicate at whim. They are the most striking in the photo, and I am very glad to spend some of my Project 24 allowance on them. But it’s Women Are Like That which really excited me – to the point where I genuinely wondered if I were dreaming. I’ve had that found-a-book-I-really-want dream too many times!

So, yes, I officially can’t buy a book until August to keep on track, but (a) I’ve really happy with my choices so far, and (b) I actually ordered a book online this morning…

Finishing #ABookADayInMay

I finished A Book A Day In May today with O Caledonia (1991) by Elspeth Baker. Rachel and I will be pitting it against The Sundial by Shirley Jackson in the next episode of Tea or Books?, so I won’t jump the gun by reviewing it today.

But hurrah for finishing A Book A Day In May – and in rather lovely circumstances, as I took O Caledonia to Blenheim Palace and read pretty much the whole thing in the sunshine, overlooking the lake. It’s only half an hour from my house and I have a year’s membership, meaning I can pop in without feeling I need to explore every corner each time.

I’ve done this reading project, or variants on it, for four or five years now – and it was really fun this year. Last year, with my eyes still quite bad many months after Covid, I did struggle on certain days – so I was really thankful to be able to do so much reading without any deleterious impact on my eyes, even during the peak of hay fever.

This May, it didn’t even feel like I was struggling to fit it in. Some judicious audiobooks and starting books ahead of schedule definitely helped. And, yes, there have been some duds along the way (which Madame Bibi seemed to avoid in her similar project – almost all seemed to be winners) but there were wonderful successes too.

In order of reading them, here are my favourites:

Blue Postcards by Douglas Bruton
The Odd Woman and the City by Vivian Gornick
The Trouble With Sunbathers by Magnus Mills
The New York Trilogy by Paul Auster

The Snake Has All The Lines by Jean Kerr – #ABookADayInMay Day 30

Back in 2012, I read Jean Kerr’s best-known book, apparently turned into a beloved film, Please Don’t Eat The Daisies. She followed it in 1960 with The Snake Has All The Lines – a curious title that apparently comes from her son being cast as Adam in a school play about Eden, but complaining that the snake has all the lines.

Like the previous collection, a lot of The Snake Has All The Lines covers the experience of being a put-upon wife and mother – and, like that collection, it is episodic. The separate comic essays don’t have any overarching narrative, which makes her writing perhaps a little less satisfying to curl up with than something like Raising Demons or Life Among The Savages by Shirley Jackson – but certainly very diverting to dip into. Or, if you’re doing A Book A Day In May, read in one rush.

Kerr is very pithy, and the lines she opens essays with are well-crafted – e.g. ‘I feel about airplanes the way I feel about diets. It seems to me that they are wonderful things for other people to go on.’ She is gifted at observational comedy about domestic life, and does it with a precision and rhythm to her sentences that is always enjoyable. What I will say, though, is that those observations have become truisms over the years. Even in 1960, I suspect it wasn’t the peak of freshness to say that children are a handful and given to chaos, or that husbands are absent-minded and a little bit useless – in the six or so decades since, most comic writers would choose to put a little bit more of a spin on it.

Here she is on married life:

When a man calls you from Tulsa, he invariably makes the mistake of calling either from a public bar or from his mother’s living-room. Neither setting is exactly conducive to a free exchange of ideas. There, within earshot of his fellow revellers or his mother, he can hardly say the one thing you want to hear, which is that he misses you terribly, it’s been a nightmare, a nightmare! and he’s never going to make a trip alone again. For that matter, you can’t tell him you miss him either, because the children are there with you and they become downright alarmed at any hint that their parents have preserved this degrading adolescent attachment so far into senility.

And here’s an example of her take on children:

I know that small children have a cetain animal magnetism. People kiss them a lot. But are they really in demand, socially? Are they sought after? Does anybody ever call on them on the telephone and invite them to spend the week-end on Long Island? Dot heir own grandmothers want them to spent the whole summer in Scranton? No. For one thing they bite, and then they keep trying to make forts with mashed potatoes.

It’s all very entertaining, if not the most original. But there is more variety in The Snake Has All The Lines than I remember there being in Please Don’t Eat The Daisies. As well as wife-and-mother scenarios, Kerr is writing as a successful author and playwright – so there is an essay about dealing with bad reviews, for instance, and one about travelling with a show you’ve written. Most unusually of all, she dramatises Lolita and Humbert Humbert at marriage counselling, which I daresay I’d have understood better had I read more than one and a half pages of Lolita.

Kerr isn’t writing great literature and she isn’t pretending to be. But this is an example of a genre I love – self-deprecating domestic memoirs with an exaggerated tone and a clippy pace – and a very enjoyable example at that.

A couple of underwhelming #ABookADayInMay choices – Days 28 + 29

Coming towards the end of A Book A Day In May, I’ve read a couple of books that weren’t particularly bad, but left me pretty underwhelmed. So let’s race through them.

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One Writer’s Beginnings (1984) by Eudora Welty

I’ve only read two of Eudora Welty’s novels – The Optimist’s Daughter, which I thought was brilliant, and Delta Wedding, which I didn’t. Years and years ago I started One Writer’s Beginnings but somehow never finished it – and, considering it’s 102 pages, I should have taken that as a red flag. Well, I started again and now I’ve read it, but it felt very meh.

One Writer’s Beginnings comes from three lectures that Welty gave at Harvard, and I wonder what they made of them there. Really, this is my fault though. I always find the childhood sections of autobiographies the least interesting sections – and One Writer’s Beginnings told me in the title that that’s what it would be. Welty’s three chapters are basically childhood anecdotes and family folklore, and only right at the end do we get anything hinting at her writing career (beyond the odd mention here and there, which presumably reminded Harvard that they’d invited her as a Pulitzer prizewinning author, rather than someone with a diverting childhood).

There’s nothing wrong with her stories, and some of the things her family experienced were heartrending (there is a poignant section where she accidentally learns about the brother who died, and even more poignant that she adds that her parents never mentioned him again). But I found that her novelist’s craft rather deserted her. Even anecdotes that should be interesting in fundamentals come across as curiously uninteresting. I recognise that I’ve not detailed what many of them are, and that’s because I’ve already forgotten almost all of them. I don’t know why One Writer’s Beginnings was so bland to me, but it was. Your mileage may vary.

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Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda (2015) by Becky Albertalli

I listened to this young adult novel, having previously watched the film – adaptated under the more crowdpleasing title Love, Simon. It’s about a gay teenager (Simon) who has been emailing another gay teenager – both of them using pseudonyms. The novel is about this e-friendship, wondering who ‘Blue’ might be, and the wider group of Simon’s friends and family.

I’d enjoyed the film, but found the book a bit slow by comparison. I didn’t much care about any of Simon’s friends, and the subplots involving them were a bit of a slog. The book picked up towards the end – and, thank you fading memory, I had misremembered the identity of ‘Blue’ – so that revelation came as a surprise the second time around. I guess either I’m too old for this sort of book, or the makers of the film turned it into something a bit zippier. (As a sidenote, and I’ve found this a few times, listening to an audiobook with lots of emails in it is a mistake, cos you can skim over the email address / time stamp / subject line when you’re reading it, and it is tedious to hear all these read out over and over again in an audiobook.)

So, not the best couple of days, so let’s be optimistic for finishing off May well with my next two choices.

Eastwards and Far by Chris Lee-Francis – #ABookADayInMay Day 27

I think I stumbled across Eastwards and Far (2023) by Chris Lee-Francis on Lee-Francis’s Twitter profile, and was intrigued enough to order a copy pronto. As a memoir of cycling across Canada, it combines something I love reading about (Canada) with something I felt fairly ambivalent reading about (cycling) – but, on balance, I liked the idea of seeing Canada through the eyes of an adventurous traveller enough to give it a go. It’s been 25 years since I got a bicycle and I feel, if anything, less likely to get on one after reading Eastwards and Far, but I loved the experience of reading it.

Lee-Francis got the idea while cycling around Ontario in 2013. He spotted a sign for the Trans Canada Trail, and wondered if it would be possible to cycle all the way from Vancouver to the furthest West point of the enormous country – only later realising that the trail wouldn’t be completed until 2017. That gave time for a plan to formulate – and he and has friend Kristian ended up starting their three-month journey in Vancouver by the middle of 2017 (a third friend wasn’t able to get three months off work, so joined in for the final month). Eastwards and Far developed from the journals that Lee-Francis took during that time – turning into an endurance travelogue, documenting the experiences, the beauty, and the Canadians they met along the way.

For the most part, there are not significant dramas. Along the way, some vital belongings go missing, there is a near encounter with a bear, and misreading of a map leaves them with only six eggs to eat and nowhere to buy food – but this is not a memoir about overcoming great hazards and dangers. Rather, it is a memoir of the wonders that can be encountered by undertaking something like this. The highs and lows of battling all weathers and environments to achieve something momentous. And, above all, the interest and kindness of strangers. There are countless people along the way who may only appear for a few paragraphs or a page, but are indelliby part of the men’s experience – whether offering food, somewhere to camp, or simply company.

As the stories continued I realised our bikes had let us skip several layers of social interaction usually required to be sitting in someone’s kitchen talking as friends. A few hours ago we’d not yet met. Now, after nothing more than asking where we could safely violate several byelaws to spend a night sleeping rough without getting caught, we’d been invited over the threshold into their home.

There are definitely amusing moments in Eastwards and Far, but it isn’t played for laughs. This is no attempt to create a Three Men in a Boat style narrative. I’d, instead, describe the tone as warm. Chris Lee-Francis comes across as a thoroughly decent guy – and I suspect a lot of the kindness he and Kristian receive from strangers is because of that decency, and a capacity and willingness to embrace positives encountered every day. What else would possess someone to cycle for thousands of miles?

Of course, hearing about the challenge probably raises lots of logistical questions in your mind – and I enjoyed learning about the answers, particularly the Very Canadian ones. How, for instance, do you deter bears?

At the end of each day in bear country, when you’re nice and relaxed, tent ready and waiting, with a meal and maybe a beer inside you, comes the time to hang your food bags from a nearby tree.

The collective recommendations of friends, park rangers, information pamphlets, and numerous other knowledgeable sources was to suspect all food and cooking gear at least four metres off the ground, a safe distance from camp. Sounds easy, but this part of the day had often become more of a rigmarole than I felt it should’ve been.

The first step was to establish how far away to hang the bags. Received wisdom says at least a hundred metres, which we measured early in the trip to estimating Kristian’s running speed, calculating how long it would take him to run that far, and me timing him while he sprinted off into the distance. Bags would be suspended from a suitable tree somewhere beyond the perimeter.

“That was twelve seconds!” I called to Kristian the first night we did this. “Probably not a hundred metres?”

He looked wounded. “It could be!” he called back.

“Isn’t the world record just under ten?!”

“True! I guess the ground is quite uneven!” He ran a bit further and stopped again.

“That looks good! Probably fourteen seconds total?!” We used this time on subsequent nights.

One aspect that intrigued me, and wasn’t covered in any detail, was what it was like to spend three months constantly with a friend – and high-endurance three months, too. There are very few people I could spend that much time with, without going mad or severing the friendship. The two men seem to still be firm friends by the end, so it was obviously a success – and perhaps scarcely a cross word was spoken between them on the trip. Or perhaps Lee-Francis drew a veil over it.

He keeps the pace up well through the narrative. Something that could have become quite repetitive is somehow compulsive to read – even though he resists any urge to introduce sustained jeopardy. There is never really any doubt that the cyclists will complete their challenge, and do so in one piece. By avoiding any false tension, we can instead enjoy the journey as an adventure into curiosity. I’m still unlikely to ever get back on a bike, let alone undertake any significant challenges, but I really enjoyed reading about it from the comfort of my sofa.

As a sidenote, Eastwards and Far is by some distance the best-quality self-published book I’ve ever come across – French flaps and all! I would have appreciated the font being a little larger, as it is quite tiny, but it was certainly readable. If you’d like to read it yourself, you can get hold of it from Chris Lee-Francis’s website.

Play It As It Lays by Joan Didion – #ABookADayInMay Day 26

I have long meant to read Joan Didion, but didn’t really know what her writing would be like. I knew she wrote about grief in My Year of Magical Thinking, but – despite having read various reviews of her books over the years – hadn’t really pieced together what sort of style her fiction might be. I certainly hadn’t expected anything as hard-boiled as Play It As It Lays (1970).

As the novel opens, we get short chapers from the perspectives of Maria, Helene, and Carter – and the rest of the novel is in short, numbered sections that look at what have led to the opening: which is Maria in a psychiatric institution. Why is she there? Helene explains it to us, briefly, sort of, in the midst of accounting trying to visit Maria in the institutino:

I drove all the way out there, took the entire morning and packed a box for her, all the new books and a chiffon scarf she left at the beach once (she was careless, it must have cost $30, she was always careless) and a pound of caviar, maybe not Beluga but Maria shouldn’t bitch now, plus a letter from Ivan Costello and a long profile somebody did in The New York Times about Carter, you’d think that would at least interest her except Maria has never been able to bear Carter’s success, all that, and Maria wouldn’t see me. “Mrs. Lang is resting,” the nurse said. I could see her resting, I could see her down by the pool in the same bikini she was wearing the summer she killed BZ, lying by that swimming pool with a shade over her eyes as if she hadn’t a care or a responsibility in the world. 

Maria has had an unhappy, chaotic childhood – shaped by her father’s reckless gambling, which leads them to losing their home and moving to a town that he won in another game. The town doesn’t even exist in the ‘present day’ of the novel; nor does the motel, that her father installed where he hoped a highway might conveniently put an exit. She is used to instability and disappointment when she moves to the town characterised by it: Hollywood.

Apparently Play It As It Lays helped to shape the way that mid-century Hollywood was understood. It reminded me of A Way of Life, Like Any Other (1977) by Darcy O’Brien and, to a less extent, Prater Violet (1946) by Christopher Isherwood – which both demonstrate the chaotic insincerity of tinsel town. But, stylistically, Didion is very different. A lot of the short chapters are short, sharp dialogue exchanges between Maria and the people she forms unhealthy, dependent relationships with – her erstwhile husband, Carter; her lover Les; the film producer BZ; his wife Helene. For instance…

“I wasn’t just crazy about your asking Helene how much money BZ’s mother gives them to stay married,” Carter said on the way back in from the beach.

The top was down and Carter was driving too fast because he had to meet Freddy Chaikin and a writer from New York at Chasen’s at seven o’clock. “I wasn’t just crazy about that at all.”

“Well, she does.”

“Does what.”

“Carlotta gives them money to stay married.

‘So what.”

“I’m sick of everybody’s sick arrangements.”

‘You’ve got a fantastic vocabulary.”

She looked at him and she spoke very fast and low.

“I’ve got a fantastic vocabulary and I’m having a baby.”

Carter slowed the car down. ‘I missed a transition,’ he said finally.

Maria did not look at him.

There are other characters who play significant roles – such as Ivan Costello, whom Wikipedia describes as a ‘psychopathic blackmailer’, but he didn’t seem much more psychopathic than anybody else in the novel, to me. Because Didion gives everyone the same staccato, apathetic tone of voice, I did find it hard to disintinguish between characters. It seems deliberate – Play It As It Lays is a composite portrait of emotionless despair – but it did mean, to me, that there wasn’t much nuance between people. It scarcely mattered which absence of empathy Maria spent time with.

As well as exposing the heartlessness of Hollywood, and Maria’s limited and misogynistic experience on two movies (one successful and the other an unreleased critical darling), Play It As It Lays is a thorough portrait of dusty, hot California. Towards the middle of the novel, Maria is mostly occupied with driving – long drives along the freeway, aimless but vital to her continuation. It is oppressive and enveloping for the reader:

In the aftermath of the wind the air was dry, burning, so clear that she could see the ploughed furrows of firebreaks on distant mountains. Not even the highest palms moved. The stillness and clarity of the air seemed to rob everything of its perspective, seemed to alter all perception of depth, and Maria drove as carefully as if she were reconnoitering an atmosphere without gravity. Taco Bells jumped out at her. Oil rockers creaked ominously. For miles before she reached the Thriftimart she could see the big red T, a forty-foot cutout letter which seemed peculiarly illuminated against the harsh unclouded light of the afternoon sky. 

There are key scenes that stand out in the choppy, sparse narrative – perhaps most significantly, the illegal abortion that Maria undertakes, the confusing ways she has to book and find her appointment, and the disastrous aftermath. Didion writes it with relentless reality, resisting any urge to make it a political point.

As Play It As It Lays closes, we learn the truth about what has led Maria to her institution (even though we don’t learn the specifics of why her and Carter’s young daughter is in a different institution). Rather surprisingly, she seems to receive a lot of visits from characters whose behaviour wouldn’t lead you to believe they’d bother.

And it ends, without any real sense of hope (maybe?). Didion is ruthless in her realism. The title is another way of saying ‘play the cards you are dealt’ – and there is a sense that the characters have done, are doing, will do this – and that the result is a moral and emotional neutral. As I said, I didn’t know what to expect from Didion, and it certainly wasn’t this sort of novel. I’m not sure exactly what to make of it. Play It As It Lays certainly has its fan base (Jacqui calls it ‘blisteringly good‘) and I’m a bit less clear about my view. There is certainly a lot to admire, but I found its sparseness and melancholy a little hard to parse. There is a laudable consistency to the tone, but I ended feeling like I knew surprisingly little about Maria, let alone anybody else in the novel. I think I liked the book nonetheless, but perhaps one to revisit to be sure what I think.

The New York Trilogy by Paul Auster – #ABookADayInMay Days 23-25

I was away for the weekend with my church, and so I thought what better what to efficiently cover off three titles for A Book A Day In May than with a trilogy in one paperback? I was also chatting to my friend Tom recently, who has been reading the graphic novel versions of The New York Trilogy, and his descriptions of the original novels were enough to intrigue me. Clearly I’d been intrigued enough already to buy a copy in 2019, but it might have languished on my shelves indefinitely without that final push.

The New York Trilogy consists of three novels – City of Glass (1985), Ghosts (1986), and The Locked Room (1986) – but you’ll almost invariably find them put together into this trilogy. They are totally separate novellas (well, so we presume for most of the time), but they are consistently, delicately, mysteriously interwoven – well, ‘interwoven’ feels too closely connected. Rather, they comment on each other by sheer proximity, and while you could disentangle any one from the others, there is a richness that comes from considering them as a whole.

It always feels strange to write about a book so well-known – though the sparseness of the Wikipedia page does make me question if I really am the last person to read them. They have been described as postmodernist takes on detective fiction, but if that description leaves you cold then fear not. I found this trilogy extraordinary – exactly the right amount of cleverness, so we are relish it alongside the author, rather than feeling alienated by it.

Ok, Simon, but what are they actually about? Let’s start with City of Glass. Daniel Quinn writes detective fiction under the name William Wilson. One day, he gets a telephone call asking if he is Paul Auster (!) – and he decides to assume that name to meet with Peter Stillman and his wife, to investigate the future murder of Peter Stillman by his father (since Peter Stillman is sure that his father will soon kill him). Along the way, Quinn-as-Auster also adopts the name of the detective he writes. The slippage of identity is a key theme of all three novellas, but particularly City of Glass. The person you pretend to be, or the person you are assumed to be, is elevated to a level of power that destabilises your own identity.

As he wandered through the station, he reminded himself of who he was supposed to be. The effect of being Paul Auster, he had begun to learn, was not altogether unpleasant. Although he still had the same body, the same mind, the same thoughts, he felt as though he had somehow been taken out of himself, as if he no longer had to walk around with the burden of his own consciousness. By a simple trick of the intelligence, a deft little twist of naming, he felt incomparably lighter and freer. 

Quinn starts shadowing the suspect, gradually losing his grip on reality. Adopting different identities is a key component of much detective and mystery fiction, of course, but Auster lifts it from its usually functionality in a novel – because it is usually done in order to get more information to convey to the reader, or to accelerate the revelation that comes at the end of the novel. In City of Glass, these sorts of disguises might bring more revelation, in terms of examining Quinn’s multi-layered psyche, but they certainly don’t remove ambiguity. There is no ultimate revelation here. We are taught to find our satisfaction in an entirely different mode from most novels with a detective.

What makes Auster so good is the quality of his writing – and what makes it so refreshing is that he isn’t playing needless games with it. So much postmodern fiction ends up being convoluted and self-indulgent. Or, even if we are being more charitable, the style is co-opted as part of the postmodernism: it intends to confuse, or blur the boundaries between reality and irreality, or highlight the fictionality of what you are reading. In City of Glass, he lets all of those fascinating things come through character and plot. The writing is just very good, engaging, with a simple lyricism. The sole example of the style itself being used to wrongfoot us is in Peter Stillman the Younger’s dialogue – which reads like a Beckett play:

“So I am telling you about the father. It is a good story, even if I do not understand it. I can tell it to you because I know the words. And that is something, is it not? To know the wards, I mean. Sometimes I am so proud of myself! Excuse me. This is what my wife says. She says the father talked about God. That is a funny word to me. When you put it backwards, it spells dog. And a dog is not much like God, is it? Woof woof. Bow wow. Those are dog words. I think they are beautiful. So pretty and true. Like the words I make up.”

One novella in, I was already hooked. The second novella is rather shorter than the other two (which worked very well for me, as the only full day I was away, with a busy timetable). I don’t have much to say about Ghosts, to be honest. It is also about a private eye (Blue) who is paid by White to investigate Black. Other characters are called Brown, Green, Rose, Gray… you get the idea. There is, incidentally, a lovely call-back to this naming in the final novella. A lot of the things I admired and enjoyed in City of Glass were also present in Ghosts, but to me it felt like a less ambitious and less successful version of the earlier novella.

And, finally, The Locked Room. On the surface of it, this is the most straightforward of the three. The unnamed narrator is a writer who hasn’t amounted to his ambitions – but discovers that his childhood best friend, Fanshawe, has abandoned his wife (in each novella, someone walks out of their life completely) and left behind suitcases of manuscripts. The narrator knew that Fanshawe had written as a teenager, but didn’t realise how diligently he had continued – or how brilliant he was. The narrator becomes as a sort of agent for the absent Fanshawe, to the extent that some people believe he is the author of the resultant novels, poetry, and plays. He also falls in love with Fanshawe’s wife and adopts his son, so that their lives begin to merge – but then Fanshawe writes to the narrator.

Towards the close of the novella, we realise how it relates to the other two – particularly to the first. But, before that, it offers a clearer example of what a talented writer Auster is. Without the same level of identity trickeries of the first two novellas, we can simply admire the storytelling, the prose, the exploration of character. The title The Locked Room obviously refers to a classic subset of detective fiction – but we are told that the locked room is the mind.

There are a couple of telling moments, offered as conclusions. ‘In the end, each life is no more than the sum of contingent facts, a chronicle of chance intersections, of flukes, of random events that divulge nothing but their own lack of purpose’ – and ‘In the end, each life is irreducible to anything other than itself’. They are the narrator’s conclusions rather than the author’s, of course, but they are also clearly untrue in the crafting of a novel. A crafted work of fiction is not chance, and every life portrayed must be reduced, truncated, into a synecdochal whole. Subtly – more subtly than most postmodernist works I’ve read – Auster sews a seam of self-awareness: this is a novella, but no novella can achieve the aim of portraying reality. It can only succeed by acknowledging its limitations.

I was often reminded of Milan Kundera, my favourite postmodernist writer, particularly in the way unusual anecdotes, historical figures, and other famous works of fiction are referenced and incorporated into a sort of intertextual patchwork. Sometimes the link between the tangent and the story isn’t clear (e.g. the man sent to starve on an island, rescued, then eaten on a drifting ship when he drew the shortest straw) – at others time, they are engaged with directly by the characters: Paul Auster (the character, rather than the author) is writing about Don Quixote; Peter Stillman The Older is obsessed with the Tower of Babel. I’d say that Auster does postmodernism in the least showy possible way. You could easily read these novellas – particularly the first and last – simply for the pleasure of the stories and characters, and not worry too much about the literary trickery. But the two elements merge together beautifully, making these novellas enjoyable to read with an added exhiliration from Auster’s intellectual playfulness. I loved the experience, join others in mourning his death last year, and look forward to reading more by him. Anywhere I should look first?

Careless People by Sarah Wynn-Williams – #ABookADayInMay Day 22

Careless People

Today I finished the audiobook of Careless People (2025), the recent memoir-exposé by Sarah Wynn-Williams about her time at Facebook. After a chapter about surviving a shark attack as a child, seemingly only included because how could you not mention something like that, we whizz forward to her petitioning Facebook for a role in policy and politics. The only problem is that neither the role nor the department exists. And yet, eventually, they are worn down – or at least see why the role should exist.

And what follows is a terrifying look at how Facebook runs. I’m only writing a short post today, because it’s late and I just got back home after going to Bristol to watch The Room, but a quick mention of some of its contents is chilling enough. Sexual harassment goes unchallenged (and, indeed, Wynn-Williams seems to have been fired partly for raising it); Cheryl Sandberg insists on assistants sharing a bed with her; Chinese Government’s human rights violations are accepted as a pesky necessity; Facebook lies under oath to Congress; Mark Zuckerberg barely cares when his employees are imprisoned for following his advice; a convulsing and bleeding employee is ignored by her manager and others around them because they are ‘too busy’.

None of us will have believed that Facebook was a force for good – it’s been clear since The Social Network and before that Mark Zuckerberg et al are ruthless, immoral, and selfish. But what Careless People exposes so well is exactly what the title (quoting The Great Gatsby) says: they are careless. They simply do not care about the terrible impact they are having – whether on their subordinates at work, teenage girls being deliberately served ads for weight loss products when they delete selfies, or human rights activists whose data will be given to people who will violently quash them. They are careless. It’s a new example of the banality of evil.

Sarah Wynn-Williams comes out of the book extremely well – so well that you have to conclude she is editorialising. I don’t doubt that the people around her were awful (she is even chastised for not responding quickly to work emails – while on maternity leave and in a coma) but I suspect she is not quite the tireless ambassador for morality that she suggests. It’s never quite clear why she takes so long to leave after she is disillusioned about the company – she mentions health insurance, but other companies have health insurance. Facebook/Meta are, of course, trying to tar her and say the book is all lies. I expect it is all truth, where they’re concerned. And this is just from one woman’s access to information – who knows what else they are hiding.

It’s a page-turner (or whatever the audiobook equivalent is) of a book, well-paced and unsparing. If you can cope with the info, since we all know that immoral powerful people are seldom likely to be held to account, then I recommend it.